Haha im so sick and tired of this fucking shit. How could I be such a fool?
You said, you and I forever, what a joke. You say you love me, but fuck no, you don´t. You just talk a lot of shit and none of the things you tell me will ever happen.
I´m not gunna lie. I was happy. WAS. Thought you and I was going to stay togheter a longer time than this. But I was wrong. Now you have your friends, and I don´t even exist in you pretty little world. But it´s okay. If you don´t want me around, sure. I´m not gunna handle this in a good way, you have caused me that much pain, I can´t even explain how it feel to just see you walk away.
You don´t talk to me. You dont text me. You don´t anwser me. What the fuck do I do wrong? Sometimes I wish we would never meet.Mayby we shouldent be friends.Mayby that was a mistake. I don´t know. Because I´ve been so happy for you and with you. But now. Poof. And you´re gone.
You´re the reason why i can´t sleep at night. You´re the reason my heart feels heavy like a fucking stone. You´re the reason why i can´t stop crying. You only come back when you need something from me. But you know what? Fuck you. I don´t want you anymore. I thought you were my best friend. But hell, I was so wrong. I´m gonna live my life without you and your fucking lies.
10 years. 10 years of lies. 10 fucking years.
